Jarrod the Mastadon- or just Cait... =}

Because I am pathetically undeep in my writing (Damnit Manda, you're just too good), I will attempt... Again... Re-attempt. Visit me in my Journal New.

Today Jacob came over and we watched Finding Nemo which is a most fantastic movie. We had fun running around on my front lawn while we were waiting for his mommy to pick him up (his car is in the shop because last time they fixed it they were big retards and put the door in wrong). <3<3 It's been a long time since I've had a boyfriend... it's cause I'm picky. I'm happy with my choice (heh heh).

Tomorrow I might go do something with my brother-in-law, Brandon. It will be super cool, can't wait. I am going to the fair with Erin on Friday, and tomorrow night I may hang with Manda. Saturday I have to work on my machine for science... Not really looking forward to that lol but hey whatever...

I want to get ATHF 1 really really badly, I have 2 already but I want both haa. Andy! I'm sorry about you getting your surgery- I would've gone and visited you but I have no idea where you live and I diddn't have a ride. =( Warren- don't be sad! Play with Limbo and be happy =D. You can call me if you need support (758-5876).

Much love to all (especially Jacob ;D)
Cait bo bait

Today I went to the mall with Manda and Jacob. I am now officially going out with him <3. He bought a starry necklace, it was really pretty (it looks good on him). I'm really glad to be his girlfriend; we are both computer/car geeks, we love clothes, alot of the same music, we're just compatible. It's really great.

I'm having some problems with my mom lately. Sometimes I just don't know what her deal is. I really need some space, and she should know that I'm not going to make completely retarted decisions or do anything I will really regret. I'm a smart kid and I want to be left to my own devices.

Buu.

I just trimmed my hair. It's not alot different but my bangs are neater. I'm so bored. I'm kinda tired I think I'm going to bed now. Sorry I diddn't make a great post.
Night

Yesterday: Manda and I went to church with Dylan at 1st Wesleyan. It was cool, I think I'm gonna go there from now on. We doodled on the little papers they gave us and I drew alot of chickens. Dylan signed my shoe.

Today: I went to school and had a fairly normal day, brought Manda to my house and we ate black beans and rice that my Great Aunt made (they're soo good). We played with my dog for a long time and I got super sweaty for real so I took a shower after mom left to take Manda to her house.

Tomorrow: I want to hang out with Erin or one of my friends that I don't hang out with very much. I'm in a very hangout mood.

I am reading: 1984 by George Orwell, Catch 22 by Joseph Heller, and Einstien on Humanism by Albert Einstien.

I am drinking: Coke

I am wearing: Grey shorts and an Ad T cause I just got out of the showah.

This week I will: Hang out with Ben & Daniel, go to Target and get some cord pants, a stripey scarf, some cool socks, t-shirts, then I'll chill with whatever other friends (Erin, Manda, Dylan, Andy, Jacob, Lindsey)

I'm bored so I'm going to recall a week in 8th grade where I attended a very short counseling session. My dad's work is like padded with health insurance and employee services. I was having some difficulties dealing with anger and EXTREAMLY mild obsessive compulsive tendancies (putting EVERYTHING in rainbow order, etc- it was hilarious really) so my mother suggested that I go to an employee services counselor, and I did, I had so much fun. We talked about what I was angry at and I discovered that really I was just being silly and somewhat dramatic. I learned very quickly that it is so much easier to laugh just about everything off. All of this did not just come from my counselor (I only attended 2 sessions), but from my brother, and brother and law. I knew I diddn't have any REALLY big problems or anything, but dude it was free and It made my life slightly easier because now I can deal with stupid problems alot more efficiently. I decided to share this with you because nobody's on AIM and I'm so freakin bored. Plus I think it's funny that I attended free counseling for a non existant problem. It was cool and my counselor gave me a piggy bank.

I like myself because I'm not dramatic and I can handle most situations ridiculously calmly. I'm not bragging on myself, okay yeah I am but I'm bored so I'm gonna write about it. I don't really like Bush or Kerry all too much, but if I was forced to choose, I'd probably pick Kerry because he has similar views on gay marriage and abortion as I do, and being in high school I don't have to worry about 'voting for my pocket book'. However, I agree with Bush's 'trickle down' economics. I don't like the idea of welfare as much because it costs the govt so much money and it isn't encouraging people to get jobs. As for abortion, I'm not going to get into weather it's murder or not, but I know that weather it is legal or not people are going to do it, and if they are I think it's only right to give them a safe and sterile procedure. The age of bicycle spokes and coat hangers should be over. And anyway, someone who doesn't want a child SHOULD NOT HAVE ONE. A child is a huge responsibility and you should be ready before you take it because it is an OVERTIME job that you don't get paid for in cash. I do support adoption as a strong alternative. For gay marriage and rights, I support. I think people should be able to get married to any person they want to. I'm not gonna marry a woman but I think it's another woman's own buisness if she wants to (or man's), and I don't think the government should stand in the way.
End political views.

Today my Great Aunt from Costa Rica came. I don't know any Spanish, she doesn't know any English. It's difficult. She's very sweet though I love her already.

Last night I stayed at my brother's apartment. I woke up at 5 this morning and found that I fell asleep on the couch, so I got up and took my contacts out and went and slept in Daniel's bed because he's in gulf shores right now. I woke up around 11:30 and I washed my face and put some makeup on then changed clothes. I chilled and played FF VII until my brother woke up. He took a shower then played some basketball game on PS2 and then we left for my house where there was a welcome party for Tia Amelia. There was a big subway party platter and I ate so much, blah. I got kinda sick but I drank a frappuccino and it was magically all better. Then I came upstairs to my computer and read some lj's and posted my angry post right down there (points down), and wrote this one. w00+. That's my day so far. Tomorrow I need to go get one of those permit books so I can study for the test. I turn 15 on November 28th and I wanna know all of the road signs.

Today I think I will skateboard and be on the computer alot... I don't know what else I'll do... I guess I'll just hang out at home all day which kinda sucks, but oh well.

I wish I had a car...

I think we would all be just a little bit healthier if we just slapped ourselves and started laughing. What's the deal with people thinking it's 'glam' to be depressed? It's not, it's fucking retarded. I'm so tired of people being sad when there's nothing to be sad about. GET FUCKING OVER IT. GAH... "Oh gee my life is miserable", suck it up hoe, GET a life. If I hear one more person complaining about how 'tragic' and 'horrible' their life is, I think they won't have to commit suicide, I'll kill their ass for them.
If you're offended, it proves that you're one of these people who is depressed for no reason.

Homecoming was tonight. I went and had a good time. I saw so many people there who were NOT having fun at all, but I was chillin' with Dylan so it was all good. We hung out with Stephen some too and I introduced him to Erik, and we were just crazy in general. Tomorrow I'm spendin the night at Ben & Daniel's, it's gonna be cool cause all we do is chill. I need to give Ben something cause he's so cool to me, driving me places and stuff. I'll take the final fantasy game I "stole" from some guy in art over there so we can play. It will be the shiznite.

Today in 1st, we watched the Goonies, in 2nd we did a lab on radioactivity, and I got to put Alpha, Beta, and Gamma disks into a Geiger counter thingie, it was cool. In 3rd we worked on our retarted project, and in 4th we had a pep ralley & I just hung out with Dylan. I love my school, I don't have to hang out with people I don't want to, I can just stick with who I want to.

Shoutouts to my slices at homecoming (lol):
Kaitlyn is the coolest (McAdory AND Graves, DOUBLE WHAMMY), ever.
Dylan made me a noose, it was sexy.
Erin had on a dress and she felt like a hoe, I diddn't hang out with her as much as usual.
I diddn't see Cherish, but w00+ anyway.
Stephen has pretty hair.
P00d- Dumplin' is a NOUN, NOT AN ADJECTIVE!
Nathan... haahaaaaaaa you're silly
Erik & Christine- awwe they were so cute together.
Ashley W. you said hey to me and I said hey back but you diddn't see me, I feel bad haa.
Stirling, don't even pretend you weren't trying to bump into all of those girls haha.
Benj, It's nice to see that Stephen's SOMEONE's bitch.
Brad, No I can't hear the good music.